
I want to quote Edina from AB FAB for just a second: ”Everytime I clear a space for me you have to pathologically fill it again!”
Lurd ain’t that truth in my life. It always seems to be the MOMENT everything is fine, everything is aside… sort of moving forward slowly… something has to sneak its head out and bite me on my ass.I’m sick of battling my friends. I try so HARD to be a good friend. And it sucks when I’m just an after thought to them. They don’t owe me anything they say… fine…. alright then.
I’m not saying I’ve been this perfect angelic type friend - I have my faults too. But… i always try to understand everyone… in every situation. I do feel like I make more of an effort on relationships than the ones I’m with in them! It’s so frustrating and hurtful.
I’m at the point of just saying … you wanna go your own way? then PEACE. It’s not like we spend every waking moment together. This “space” you talk of its pretty ridiculous. But im handing it over… yet u wanna FILL it after all that shit.
U just can’t do that. I won’t let you.
“Don’t make someone a priority when they only make you an option.”
I guess thats what I am to every friend in my life. AN OPTION
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